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  • Fri, March 1 - Sun, March 3rd, 2019

  • Beaver’s Bend State Park

     (3.5 hours from Dallas)

  • Snacks, drinks and meals provided

  • We expect to fill up, so everyone gets to share a bed. (King beds will go in order of registration. Queen bunks will go next.)

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We require a short application, and we will process it and send you a registration link within 1-2 business days.

This retreat is for you if:

  • You have experienced baby loss (from early miscarriage to infant loss)

  • You want to go deeper with God

  • You desire support from people who get it

  • You could use some tools to help you process and move forward

This will not be a defeating or draining weekend, but an uplifting time where you will be encouraged and equipped. A powerful team of women will be there to support you and give you the tools you need to go deeper with the Lord on this journey of grief and emotional healing.

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Investment: $115

  • There are 14 total spots available, and we believe they will fill up soon.

  • I Am Fruitful is a non-profit organization and the Eden Retreat is one of our programs. We believe it’s important to invest in yourself, but we also want to keep the cost as low as possible for all budgets. The only reason we are able to offer such a high-level, luxury retreat is because our donors believe in this program and we have been able to raise funding for this weekend. Full cost of this retreat should be $350 at very minimum - but God plus our amazing team plus these generous donors = amazingness for YOU.

  • We offer a limited number of scholarships. APPLY HERE by January 15th. Scholarships will be awarded by January 20th.

  • Retreat fee does not include airfare. Suggested airport- DFW


Lion and The Lamb Luxury Cabin


Airport Suggestions: DFW International, Tulsa International, Dallas Love Field

  • Brand new 3-story, 5,300 square foot luxury cabin.

  • Located on 2 pine-studded acres; the surrounding area offers fantastic views of the Kiamichi Mountains.

  • Perfect large spaces and furnishings for our group, and also plenty of nooks and corners to sneak away and unwind.

  • Spacious living spaces with room to spread out during worship and sessions.

  • 3 separate entertaining spaces: game room, billiards bar, and reading lounge (away from bedrooms in case you need extra zzz’s)

  • 5.5 bathrooms (including 2 toilet rooms in the bunk bathroom)

  • Gorgeous outdoor deck and hot tub

  • The cabin has 4 king beds, 4 queen beds in the bunk room, and 2 queen air mattresses.

  • Plus the lodge was built with an incredible vision…

The Mission of Lion and Lamb Lodge:

The hope for guests is that they will take time to slow down and appreciate the wonder and goodness of God’s creation. A portion of cabin proceeds fund missional work to spread the Gospel of Jesus Christ to every tribe, tongue, and nation.

Getting there:

Our team is located in DFW, so we highly recommend flying into DFW or Love Field, but we’ve listed other options in case you find a great deal elsewhere!

Larger Commercial Airports

DFW and LOVE Field in Dallas, TX – 147 miles
Little Rock, AR – 148 miles
Tulsa, OK – 162 miles
Texarkana, AR – 83 miles (smaller commercial airport)

*Our team will do our best to help coordinate transportation for as many as we can from DFW to the cabin. We’ll work with everyone once the retreat is fully booked.

More speakers & leaders announced soon.


Lauren Bourne

Host & Session Leader

Lauren Bourne is the Founder and President of I Am Fruitful. She and her husband, Billy, are passionate about inspiring hope through infertility and loss. They inspire others to walk with strength and purpose, even in their wilderness seasons.

Lauren is an entrepreneur, dreamer, and speaker who is passionate about helping women step into their giftings and understand their identities. She’s on a personal mission to stir a passion in women’s hearts to support each other instead of dimming each other’s light bulbs to shine. On any given day, you will probably find her wearing a messy bun and drinking coffee with a toddler on her hip- while making another list, praying for a housekeeper, or punching the devil in the face."

Connect with Lauren: @laurenmbourne

Click here to invite Lauren to speak at your next women’s event.

Space is limited and spots are reserved on a first come first served basis.

We do require a short application, but our team will process it quickly and get back to you within 1-2 business days.

After you fill out the application, you will be sent a link to register.